Vanessa was a bull dyke. Afro American, corn row hair style, baggy blue shirt, and black pants, her body was heavy with the earth. She was a security guard and I worked at the front desk.
" I had a dream last night," she leaned towards me, at the front desk, where I was stationed, reading a book. I looked up from my book and focused my attention on her. She knew that I loved dreams." I dreamed that I was a giant, naked, black man, standing on a mountain top, looking down at a village in the valley. My dick got bigger and bigger and then I shot a load of semen onto the valley. All of the people were jumping up and down, covered in semen, jumping for joy. What do you think it means?"
I cleared my throat and asked," How do you feel about the dream?"
" Great!" she said, " I loved it."
Pausing for a moment, tuning into the field of infinite possibilities, I responded,
" I think you are getting in touch with your masculine side."
Her radio contacted her about a fight that broke out on the sixth floor." Later-" she said as she ran towards the elevator. That incident happened twenty years ago. Vanessa was a good woman.
Last night I had a dream that I was a naked woman with big breasts, nursing an infant. I was standing with the entrance of a cave behind me and before me a broad river, a mountain and a gray sky, with a flock of birds, circling on extended wings, pivot and drop, rise and fall, taking turns playing the leader, forming and reforming a stable V shape, just for the fun of it.
And I turned to the infant, felt its pull on my teat, and did not pluck my nipple from his boneless gums, and dash his brains out. I found the power to become what his little body needed me to be. He was my first child.
And Jesus saw infants being suckled. He said to his disciples,
" These infants being suckled are like those who enter the kingdom. When you make the two one, and when you make the outside like the inside, and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the female one and the same, so that the male be not male and the female not female; and when you fashion eyes in place of an eye, and a hand in place of a hand, and a foot in place of a foot, and a likeness in place of a likeness; then will you enter the kingdom of heaven."